was it a dream?

today was such a bad day !

i slept at around 1230am last night . i think i dozed off while i was online . tiba tiba terasa phne vibrate , and tht must be rzf :) so i picked up the phone and talked to him for awhile . and the next thing i knw , it was already 6am and i it was time for me to go mandiiii . gah , we must hve dozed off while talking eh? haha , everything was okay , until . i gave my march test result paper to my dad . my result , was err . idk wht to say . my dad gave a lil lecture . but i was really sleepy and couldnt really bother wht he was saying. i ignored him and went downstairs to hve my breakfast . theeen , this was where the drama starts . my dad showed the result paper to my mom and she was really mad. dah lah early in the morning ! dah lah tgh ngantok kene marah pulak . she was like "do you knw tht yre having pmr next year . and now result mcmni . eh mama malu lah ! and dah lah 1A je , tk malu kee? *sigh hah sejarah pulak fail , dah lah byk C . Ya Allah semua letter ade !" i knw she was dissapointed and i was too . i knw it was my fault for not studying . but i knw i cn get A's if she stop calling me stupid . i knw my weakness . so trust me will you?

at school . it was recess time , and i was really , like really thirsty . i just need to drink , my throat felt really kering . so i asked eqa to go belanja me water . so she did , aww thnkyou baby <3 then suddenly , i saw blood coming out frm finger and i freaked out . so i told my friends ,and they ignored me , like always . nak jugak aku menjerit baru dgr , bagus . they told me to wash my hands , so i did . after tht , blood was coming out really fast and alot . i was seriously in need of plaster or kain , so i asked my friends if they hve one , and they ignored again . ble tanye lagi , ignore lagi . i was so pissed , i asked someone else who actually care to give me plaster . hm , i'm like invisible dont you think so? tkpe . its okay , i'm used to it already . and then pulak , while i was walking to bilik seni , terjatuh longkang hahahaha it was seriously funny . but malu and sakit kot :P hehe

oh yeah i almost forgot , today is my mom's bday ! seriously , i felt really guilty for yelling at you this morning . and i'm sry . happy birthday mummy :)

gah , today was just a really reaally bad day . i feel like screaming my heart out . i just need to be alone .